Nv knew tat i updating my blog again but yea..
first of all, i'll lyk to refer to him.
u donoe wad i'm tryin to say or rather u misunderstood. u should realli start to open ur big eyes n see rather den let ur emotions see it. stop tellin ppl "u should noe who ur true fren n not" k tat should be referrin to u okay. ppl understood i felt but why cant u? its good tat u guys had bondin but i noe something had happen tat dae. so ya. let me repeat last tym, DON LET UR EMOTIONS CONTROLS U! n OPEN UR VERY OWN EYES N SEE! not wad u feel!
Ps/: i'm not scoldin u or something. i'm jus tellin u! if u still don get it, i'll let u be. u decide, u own choice.
lastly, i wna say this to u.
girl, u always in my mind. n i've been wantin to confess my feelin towards to but whenever i wna voice out, ur ex or ur mum will pop out from no where n see u get mad. which i don lyk..so i decided to keep it till now..whenever i saw u wif ur ex or photo i feel hurt n jealous but at least i'm there as ur abg. can i be more den ur abg? but if i fail to confess to u n u found ur love, i don mind bein hurt cos i'll still love u from th dae we first met..
Friday, June 3, 2011
|12:34 AM
Well this is jus a rdm post n there's this thoughts in my head keep repeatin..so mind as well i jus post it here :) well i hope its will be worth it!
Franky speakin all this 1yr plus i've been lyin to myself n all this while its u tat i've been thinking of. i can still rmb clearly how we first met in drama during april intake'10 n i'm u're partner on th very dae! >< n somehow i hav a crush on u since tat dae.. th following week, wantin to get ur num but u didnt attend so fore n so on i'm lyk disappointed arh.. n one dae u added me on FB, from there we strted chattin den u nv online for quite sometym :(
hahah i still rmb tat u told me u had a pet monkey n u name it hamtaro..so cute of u! hahah tat moment on i strted to hav feelins for u den as we text from mornin till nite, dae after dae n i found out u had a eye candy :/ but i jus there as ur abg. but its okay~ but we still meet up for lunch, dinner n even outings played lan durin fastin month wif her cousin n her fren. hahah i realli miss those tyms :')
n now even though i said iloveu to u, its not referrin as bro/sis but as mine own. been wanting to confess but i jus don wan change ur smile off. but tym will tell when its th rite tym.. for now i'll be by ue side as always. Iloveu! <33
Jus waiting for someone tat i'm th one for her n will not hurt her.~
